[He gives Verso a Look now, the calm exterior finally cracking just a little, and showing the potential of sass and snark within.]
Secrets aren't meant to be forced or manipulated out.
[Despite that... Jamil leans a little back, into his chair, briefly thinking that last part over. Or, rather... calming himself enough to say the next thing without venom:]
Verso. I need to make one thing very clear. [His expression is unmistakably serious, eyes holding a touch of fierceness.] The Admiral - you - could never be what gives me purpose. My husband, my life outside of this place is mine because I worked my ass off for it. My graduation from college, my business that I built from the ground up, my marriage, and my family... If I left here today, I would still have all of that, because it's what I earned.
Hell, I gave "my" first deal to my inmate, because he earned it - not me. Inmates are not some means to an end, and I would never insult myself nor my inmate by thinking of them as anything less than someone I'm dedicated to helping.
[Well, for what it's worth, Verso managed to see what's beneath the calm, careful exterior. Nothing he's said reads as planned.]
[He turns in his seat, resting his open book against one raised knee.]
You're back here because you want something. I don't care what it is. I don't care about you, your life, what you say you've done, what you want or what you say you've earned.
[Then, after a brief beat of a pause.]
I don't have anything to offer except to tell you that I don't need you. Find something better to do with your time than wasting it with somebody who doesn't want you hanging around.
Mm... I don't expect you to believe me. But that just means I'll be able to say "I told you so" later.
If you want to see a change... you don't just say you want the change to happen; you aim to make it happen. And this system will only ever be as good as the wardens within it.
[He shrugs and shakes his head.]
Even the kindest, most loving individual in the universe has at least a thin layer of selfishness within their actions. That is the core of existence: we give, we receive.
[He can't help the wry smile. How many times did he call the others idiots?]
Alright, you don't have to respond. But I will be back to bother you. It won't be like this next time... or any time after. [He moves to stand, leaning to give him a serious look.] I promise.
[On that note, he will leave him to his thoughts. There is, naturally, a reason he is making that promise.]
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Date: 2025-09-26 10:17 am (UTC)Secrets aren't meant to be forced or manipulated out.
[Despite that... Jamil leans a little back, into his chair, briefly thinking that last part over. Or, rather... calming himself enough to say the next thing without venom:]
Verso. I need to make one thing very clear. [His expression is unmistakably serious, eyes holding a touch of fierceness.] The Admiral - you - could never be what gives me purpose. My husband, my life outside of this place is mine because I worked my ass off for it. My graduation from college, my business that I built from the ground up, my marriage, and my family... If I left here today, I would still have all of that, because it's what I earned.
Hell, I gave "my" first deal to my inmate, because he earned it - not me. Inmates are not some means to an end, and I would never insult myself nor my inmate by thinking of them as anything less than someone I'm dedicated to helping.
[Well, for what it's worth, Verso managed to see what's beneath the calm, careful exterior. Nothing he's said reads as planned.]
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Date: 2025-09-26 10:25 am (UTC)[He turns in his seat, resting his open book against one raised knee.]
You're back here because you want something. I don't care what it is. I don't care about you, your life, what you say you've done, what you want or what you say you've earned.
[Then, after a brief beat of a pause.]
I don't have anything to offer except to tell you that I don't need you. Find something better to do with your time than wasting it with somebody who doesn't want you hanging around.
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Date: 2025-09-26 11:11 am (UTC)If you want to see a change... you don't just say you want the change to happen; you aim to make it happen. And this system will only ever be as good as the wardens within it.
[He shrugs and shakes his head.]
Even the kindest, most loving individual in the universe has at least a thin layer of selfishness within their actions. That is the core of existence: we give, we receive.
[He spread his hands.]
We bond.
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Date: 2025-09-26 11:16 am (UTC)[He just... doesn't care. The sickly saccharine narrative being put to him isn't turning his mind.]
I don't have anything else to say to you. You can go and get on with your day.
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Date: 2025-09-26 11:26 am (UTC)[He can't help the wry smile. How many times did he call the others idiots?]
Alright, you don't have to respond. But I will be back to bother you. It won't be like this next time... or any time after. [He moves to stand, leaning to give him a serious look.] I promise.
[On that note, he will leave him to his thoughts. There is, naturally, a reason he is making that promise.]